Once again I’ve let far too long go between posts, but I can’t bring myself to write if I can’t bring myself to write. Thank your for taking the time to read.
Love this, especially the bit where say “Today a realisation that separating myself from others, feeling I don’t belong with them or I have a different role to them is a defence. I am keeping myself separate to avoid connection, to avoid rejection, to avoid disappointment in them and in me. Safer to be the lone wolf who plays at connecting but never really reveals anything. A skill I have mastered so very few know that’s what I’m doing. Make it about everyone else and it never needs to be about you.”
Not sure I’ve ever connected with something as much as I did when I read that xx
Your post made me reply to an invite and go out dancing tonight… thanking you as I’m having a fab time with friends who accept me for me even when I don’t xx
Love this, especially the bit where say “Today a realisation that separating myself from others, feeling I don’t belong with them or I have a different role to them is a defence. I am keeping myself separate to avoid connection, to avoid rejection, to avoid disappointment in them and in me. Safer to be the lone wolf who plays at connecting but never really reveals anything. A skill I have mastered so very few know that’s what I’m doing. Make it about everyone else and it never needs to be about you.”
Not sure I’ve ever connected with something as much as I did when I read that xx
Isn’t it hard when you realise a truth you knew but really have pretended wasn’t there!
Your post made me reply to an invite and go out dancing tonight… thanking you as I’m having a fab time with friends who accept me for me even when I don’t xx
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...thats a lovely view .
Beautiful piece
thank you that’s very kind